Wednesday, March 27, 2024

Is this how normal feels?

It's been a couple of months since I cleaned up my diet. And when I mean clean I mean squeeky clean.  A very high percentage of my meals have been cooked at home where I control everything we eat.  When I'm traveling it's tougher but far from impossible.  It just takes commitment and dedication to stay the course.  What also helps stay the course are the results that I'm feeling. Is this how "normal" feels?  

My new "normal" is devoid of inflammation, hunger cravings, bloating and gassiness and is replaced with high energy, mental clarity, weight loss, normal blood pressure and a calming feeling through my entire body. 

I'm starting to feel that our society wants us chronically ill.  How else could they sell us all the pharmaceutical drugs to "help" us with our health?  I'm starting to beleive that the huge multinational food companies must be partners or hold vast amounts of big Pharma stocks.  These big food companies don't care about my health, they care about profits at the expense of my health.  I've been lied to for so many years because these huge multi national food companies have paid lobbyist to direct our government to change our food guide to focus on their products. They've marketed to the people how eating their highly processed and poisoned food is what you need to be and live a healthy lifestyle,  looking at you Quaker Oat company. 

If what I'm feeling is "normal" then I've lived the majority of my life in a chronic state of abnormality. However it's never too late to make these changes to improve my life and I'm going to be staying on this path.  

Mediocrity is a funny thing that I've battled for a very long time and will do so for the rest of my life.  What I've come to realize is that I've now recognized it for what it is.  I've been able to reset when it raises its head.  I've been able to do this because I've allowed myself enough time to feel the positivity of my changes to my health.  Mediocrity is a daily, hourly even a minute to minute battle, it never takes a rest so neither can I. 

Ian

Friday, March 8, 2024

Chronic Inflamation

I'm shocked at how much inflammation I've been dealing with for my entire life.  I guess I didn't realize what it was and until recently I didn't really know what was causing it.  About two months ago I had enough of the way I was feeling.  Overweight was just one part, the pain in my back, neck and joints was so painful.  I'd wake up early in the morning and have to get out of bed as I couldn't stand lying in bed, especially when I was sleeping in hotel beds.  I thought that the quality of beds was the problem and it was something I just had to deal with.  I even bought a new mattress at home because we thought the old one was worn out and not giving proper support.  Same thing for my pillows, bought new ones and traveled with my own as I thought my chronic neck pain was caused by poor quality pillows.  I was wrong!

What I've come to discover is that inflammation, chronic inflammation to be exact was the cause of the majority of my pain.  I'm also dealing with injuries from hockey and a few car accidents over the years but these injuries contrinute about 10% to my pain and these are very muted now.  So let's go back a couple of months.  I had enough, plain and simple.  I knew that If I stayed on this path it was going to shorten my life and deliver a increasingly poor quality of life and I'd reach my limit.  But where do I start to fix things?  Was it just a matter of exercising more as for most of my life I was preached that I was eating too much (and I admit I was) and all I had to do was eat less, exercise more and my health would improve, um no as this is just part of the solution.  Been on this path and this had minimal positives effects of which they never really delivered a solution to inflammation which was my primary area of focus to fix.

At this same time, my wife had a bit of health scare with a pretty serious allergic reaction to something she ate.  She was in the emergency room of the hospital for precautions but it was a wakeup call for her becuase the food allergy was hard to nail down but it came from a piece of processed food most likely soya.  Some consultation with her doctor and the verdict was to clean up her diet, avoid soya products to start and track her food to see if the reaction would happen again.  

This is when we started to do a lot of reading about diet.  Not shockingly hard to understand that our western diet is full of processed foods that contain some major allergens and foods that promote inflammation in the body.  Refined sugar with high fructose corn syrup and maltodextrin being huge cultprits of imflamation.  Next was seed oils such as canola oil, sunflower oil, peanut and grape seed.  Finally refined carbs such as wheat flour, soya flour and gluten in general.  We looked at our diet and we were eating tons of these ingredients along with fast foods and fried foods.  Not a great recipe for health.  

The final piece that we looked at was fasting.  We've tried this in the past with minimal sucess.  I found it difficult to do becuase I was feeling those hunger pains and cravings.  What we realized that these "hunger pains" were not caused by us being hungry but from the sugar cravings.  We were addicted to sugar!  It took almost three weeks to get over the "withdrawal" from sugar.  I've never been addicted to anything so understanding what I was going through was key to success here.  I needed to stay the course and let the withdrawal happen.  After those three weeks things got sooooooo much easier to fast fairly easily.  We now stop eating at 6 pm and don't eat our first meal until noon.  During this fasting window I only drink water and will have one black espresso in the morning as my need for coffee has decreased dramatically.  When it's time to break our fast we are very strategic on what we put in our body and when.  Our typical lunch is made up of eggs, avacado, medium to lean animal protein with cheese, roasted salt free almonds and a green smoothie.  We've also found that it's important to eat in specific order to minimize a spike in blood sugar, we're not diabetic but eating like one is also key.  Eggs, avacado and some cheese is what I eat first, followed with some cheese, animal protein, almonds, fresh cut veggies and whole grain sprouted bread with butter.  We've ditched seed oils and all I cook with is ghee, avacado oil and coconut oil.  The green smoothie is last as it has a fairly amount of natural sugar from the fruit and veggies I use but is full of micro nutrients and healthy soluable and non soluable fiber.  I finish my meal with about a half liter of water with a daily intake of close to three liters.

My body has transformed in so many positive ways that it's even hard to comprehend how I was living like I was.  The inflammation in my body is completely gone and I mean completely!!!  No more pain in my joints, when I wake up in the morning I have ZERO pain in my back and neck.  When I do my stretching and Kung Fu forms my range of motion is 50 to 75% better.  My energy levels are through the roof and my mental clarity is amazing.  My gut health has completely changed for the better.  In the past I was very bloated, gassy and I had IBS at times.  No longer is this case, in fact I can eat foods that I wasn't able to in the past such as cream and butter.  In the past these foods would have triggered my IBS but in fact my gut was so imflamed and overwhelmed which was the cause.  My gut has healed and it's an amazing feeling.  My blood pressure was on the higher side @ around the mid 130's the lower 70's.  My blood pressure has settled in for weeks in the low 120's to high 170's which is almost spot on perfect.  I need to mention that I've not added in a lot of additional exercise because I wanted to see the impact of my diet on my health alone.  I've dropped 25 lbs 2"inches and my total fat in my body has decrease by close to 10% in almost two months.  I've now added exercise back into my routine with push ups, sit ups, daily walking and Kung Fu forms.  

I had no idea how poisoned my body was based solely on my western diet.

I'd wish I had realized years before that what I was eating was having this dramatic impact on my health.  However I don't think I was ready mentally to make these changes at the same time.  It's kind of like a smoker who knows they should stop smoking.  Until they're ready to make that change they'll keep smoking no matter what people tell them, this was me.  

Sifu Brinker told my class one day many years ago that black belts are "control freaks", they control or try to control everything they can from how they act, train and eat.  I didn't fully understand this lesson until recently.  Accepting that I  want to continue on this path of health, I'll need to continue to take mindful control.  Control over what I'm putting in my body, when I put that food in my body and how I continue to strengthen my mind to become resilient when the times of weakness come up.  I've faced a few of those times already and I've overcome them due to how focused on my health I've become. 

I don't want to add years to my life, I want to add life to my years.

Ian Repay


Wednesday, April 26, 2023

Well that was fun.

Great class tonight! I really enjoy sparing and tonight I reminded myself of an important lesson I learned early in my training.  Keep my fist tight!

I like keeping my hands loose because it keeps my overall body loose which keeps my tension down.  However when I'm not actually sparing it's easy to think that I'm making proper fists when I'm punching nothing but air.  Well tonight I managed to jamb my left ring finger while blocking a side heel.  Then later on I bent the thumb nail back on the same hand while sparing with Sihing Bjorkquist. Looser hands are all fine as long as when I want to make contact they're proper tight fists.

Important lessons re learned tonight.

Mr. Repay

Tuesday, April 25, 2023

Green smoothie #9

A little update as it's been a while since my last post.  It's been almost four months since I started this journey.  Durring that time I've only missed a couple of days when I was in Mexico.  It's become part of my daily routine and I couldn't be happier.  

Some things I've noticed have been a nice flattening  of my blood sugar due to the high fiber.  I feel full a lot longer and my mental state has become sharper.  I never thought I'd consume the sheer amount of raw vegetables that I'm doing but drinking them makes it so much easier.  

Green smoothie I drank after last night's class

1 liter of water
3 cups of raw spinach
3 cups of raw kale
2 raw carrots
1 raw zucchini 
1 nub of fresh ginger
1/2 cup of frozen pear

Blend and enjoy

Monday, April 24, 2023

Earth Day & a little bit everything else

I was blown away with the turn out for Earth Day pitch in an clean up this past Saturday.  I've been with the school for a lot years and I've participated in this clean up but I've never seen so many people participate.  I really loved seeing everyone genuinely excited to be there and the interaction was awesome to see.  Outside of the obvious, I find the opportunity to intereact and develop realtionships with classmates a big bonus.  We don't have enough time before and after class to to interact with each other and Earth day gave me the opportunity to just chat while picking up cigarette buts LOL!.

It's been a while since I've blogged and there are a few reasons but there aren't any reasons at the same time.  I've slowly slid back and I could feel myself about to get onto that old well worn path.  However the Earth Day event this past Saturday was exactly what I needed.  I needed to reconnect, re engage and just get back to being with my classmates.  I'm the sort of person that needs in person interation to remain engaged.  The virtual world works for me but only for a limited time.  The past month has seen me ramp up my travel with work and as a result it hasn't allowed me to attend in person during the week.  I've tried to fight to against this but I've always failed so instead of getting discouraged I've just come to realise that it is what it is.  That however doesn't mean I've given up, it means I have to make some changes as best I can to my work schedule.  When I attend at least one in person class per week, it's enough to keep me engaged for the rest of the week to be virtual.

Mr. Repay

Monday, March 27, 2023

Starting again

I was fortunate to spend the last 8 days in Mexico on a business trip with one of my clients.  The event was amazing and I got to spend it with my wife as well. What didn't go well was my physical training, it was non existent.  

However I'm not feeling guilty about it..  I understand and accept that it didn't happen.  It wasn't a total loss of time as I was focused on spending some quality time with my wife who is a integral part of my life's journey.  

I'm now back on the path, push ups and sit ups are in motion this morning, some form reps completed and all of these are recorded.  In the past this week would've derailed me for an extended period of time.  This time around I refelected back on the blog post that I wrote on Feb 25th.  What's helped me this year is the habits that I developed when things were going good.  The mental strength I've honed this year but the biggest thing is no guilt.  The guilt was paralyzing and de motivating so much that I would retreat under that glass rock.  Not this year.

The only final thing that helped me this year is that one comment spoken to me at the start of the year at our first meeting. If you know, you know 😉.

Mr. Repay

Saturday, March 11, 2023

New weapons

Spending almost two hours sparing is one of my favorite places to spend that time. What a great group of people we had out today, I learned something from each of them. I was sparing with Sidai Noa Csillag and she had a really strong lead hand. She'd parry my jab really well and it was something I had trouble getting past. After some thought I played with throwing my reverse hand toward her head first and following up with my left hand to her body.  It worked over and over and I don't think many people are expecting that.  Also I think a lot of us (me included) are too comfortable with head strikes instead of strikes to the body.  This was something that took a long time to get used to and be comfortable with.  It won't always work but it's a new weapon in my aresenal that I can add to my sparing style. 

That leads me to my next weapon and that's sparing style.  We all learn the school's style from white belt on through the rest of our journey. However as I've progressed through the years, I've picked up bits and pieces from so many people.  I've taken these pieces to develop my own style.  Sparing with so many different people has given me such a broad perspective to draw from. The biggest influence on my style comes from Sihing Lindstrom.  We've trained together for many years and we've traded more than a few strikes on each other 🤣.  I've always admired his style, It looks disceptively simple but it's far from that.  This afternoon we worked together and I picked up some pieces to add to my style.  Simple foot work, stance adjustments and what I call his "peek a boo" style of how he holds his hands.  

Today's two hours flew past and I swear the time change happened midway through open training LOL!  I now have some new weapons to play with because of these two hours. 

Mr. Repay