My lack of partcipation with my training and more importantly my team was abysmal. Because I wasn't participating on a regular basis I started to feel myself pull away and dis engage for long periods of time. I'd gotten to the point that I was a hairs breath away from throwing in the towel on my Kung Fu journey. It's hard to admit that becuase Kung Fu has become such a posative part of my life for almost twelve years and yet I was ready to walk away.
When I look back, I can clearly see that most important thing I needed to do was participate more. I gave myself so many excuses to justify that Kung Fu wasn't for me anymore. The more I told myself this the more I fell backwards and disengaged even more.
That's the key to most everything isn't it, partcipating? Showing up and and taking part with like minded individuals is all I need to stay the course and see the benefits of my Kung Fu. I just need to make sure that I'm participating but I see it as a key part, no the most important part to staying engaged.
Mr. Repay
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